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Elysia Crampton Chuquimia (by and about, through)

“I have to find truth always where I couldn’t see, hear, smell it before, and I have to seek the strange event of truth’s newness, always elaborating itself, always ridding its excess with an illusive divine grace. I must go to the very bottom to see that there was no depth that wasn’t here — I must always journey through landscape to find that horizon was also always in this place, with this presence…for these histories coiled at event horizon, on the brink of new universe or total disintegration, braided with nothingness.”

America drifts like tires squealing against asphalt — dark bituminous pitch sprinkled with sand or gravel marked up by the tread of pickup trucks. America drifts like mud and silt pouring down the mountains of Shenandoah, like the myth of the Chieftain who gave his daughter to a fur trapper, her sadness drifting on the breeze as a sea shanty. Oh, America drifts like floating, weathered pieces of wood tossed by Atlantic waves, like ships carrying pathogenic strands of foreign microbiology onto Virginian shores. “Virginia” itself was spoken in a foreign tongue unknown to the land’s primordial tectonics; an alien language gave the landscape its contemporary, “virginal” namesake.

The album gives agency to the ancient flayed fish fertilizing the modern silvery chip bag that contains the Dorito, the corn chip, the calcified dust of deceased bodies, of forlorn history being eaten and consumed by the perpetual human demand for truth.

Textile images are never imposed on the surface of the cloth: their patterns are always emergent from an active matrix, implicit in a web which makes them immanent to the processes from which they emerge.

Crampton discusses the Aymaran space-time of taypi, where “for example, the world of outside and the world of inside are woven together, braided so as to appear as one colour, one thing, until you look closely to see they cohabit or speckle one another without ever fully dissolving into a whole, single object.” Compositionally, this ontological mode results in the elision of linear cause and effect in favor of the weaving together of sounds, each part of the sonic whole always implicated in its neighbor’s unfolding — threaded together, their colors and textures bound, entangled…Within the world of her sound, linear temporality is upended; her songs burst into life, drag and fall, sway and swell. Beginnings and endings are beside the point. Here, the past is not something to be unearthed, but persists and resonates into the future, guiding us away from the moribund certainty of our colonialized present, toward other modes of being, doing, knowing, feeling. An elsewhere approached through juxtaposition, assemblage, the manipulation of sensory states to communicate, not with words, but in and against them, through what Fred Moten calls an “anachoreography,” a “musicked speech” that falls, circles, and shakes, that constructs itself in real time, guided by the textures of the sounds, the weave of a history of resistance, fugitivity, imagination: a lively, wondrous noise.

https://americanfuturesiup.files.wordpress.com/2013/01/ursula-k-leguin-coming-of-age-in-karhide.pdf?fbclid=IwAR3jITti6eRqt1Qa2izQ31cbHEEjSiWSb76plbYb-N40XDVxQ85x85lQI7A

We Shape Each Other To Be Human

We had dozens of different words for the way snow falls,
floats, descends, glides, blows, for the way clouds move,
the way ice floats, the way boats sail; but not that word.
Not yet. And so I don’t remember “flying.”
I remember falling upward through the golden light.

Something I could not locate anywhere,
some part of my soul, hurt
with a keen, desolate, ceaseless pain.
I was afraid of myself: of my tears, my rage,
my sickness, my clumsy body. It did not feel like my body,
like me. It felt like something else, an ill-fitting garment,
a smelly, heavy overcoat that belonged to some other person,
some dead person. It wasn’t mine, it wasn’t me.

Praise then Darkness,
and then suddenly the startling silvery rush of a single voice
running across the weaving, against the current,
and sinking into it and vanishing, and rising out of it again.

Trying to ignore the heat and cold,
the fire and ice in my body,
And failing into harmony
till dawn came and I could go sing again.

Here it’s always Year One.
On New Year’s Day, the Year One becomes one-ago,
one-to-come becomes One, and so on.
It is that way, that timeless world, that world around the corner…
Yet as I write I see how also nothing changes,
that it is truly the Year One always,
for each child that comes of age, each lover who falls in love.

The immense house was very quiet.
Its peace sank into me.
Again I felt that strangeness in my soul, but it was not pain now;
it was a desolation like the air at evening,
like the peaks seen far in the west in the clarity of winter.
It was immense enlargement.

And falling upward,
Upward through the golden light,
I was in love forever for all time all my life to eternity with

I LUV FISH!!!!!!!!!

Flickering in the air
Flickering in the air

Saying the same
things over and
over again, just
like before

Dusk will not
come, dusk will
not come

That piece of sky
that we found on
accident

Dusk will not
come, dusk will
not come

Ah, it will not
come

The two of us
held hands and
walked on and
on

The two of us
held hands and
sometimes saw
sweet dreams

At night, the two
of us held hands
and repeatedly
said goodbye

When I close my
eyes and try to
remember, I
canʼt

There was you I
didn’t know, you
I didn’t know.

If it’s a very good
morning, the
dark night will
fade away

If it’s a wonderful
morning, ah…

I hope you don’t
fade away today,

Not today

I hope you don’t
fade away today,

Not today

In the air, in the air
In the air, in the air
Flickering in the air
Flickering in the air
In the air, in the air
In the air, in the air
In the air, in the air
In the air, in the air
In the air, in the air
In the air, in the air

“…this psychedelic function of theory, where it has this potential to strip back all the crusted, dead layers of the catastrophe that we usually refer to as the human race,” he continues, “to zoom into this somewhat reptilian, info-material core, with a cold indifference but simultaneously an intense excitement.”

Dominion of Tomorrow’s Mineral Exigencies

to make everything national
reservoir radiance at the ready
tax-exempt lake by the town hall
how often we talk
makes me feel the weight of time
lost inside the system
hidden rhythm extends
the walls that generative
hem me in
top flight cruise vacation prison
the walls that open-plan
tell me where and when
the treasure is hidden
the search ends before it begins
black gold impales my wrist
string me up for even trying to
think of limiting no limits
sunrise always surprising
eternal night underlies it all
everything is temporary
but is nothing?

Lawrence Summers, former President of Harvard University and Chief Economist of the World Bank, issued a confidential memo arguing for global waste trade in 1991. The memo stated:

“I think the economic logic behind dumping a load of toxic waste in the lowest wage country is impeccable and we should face up to that… I’ve always thought that countries in Africa are vastly under polluted; their air quality is probably vastly inefficiently low compared to Los Angeles… Just between you and me shouldn’t the World Bank be encouraging more migration of the dirty industries to the Least Developed Countries?”