A discounted sundown / Purchases parched grassland

I feel like a light dimming,
a pot cooling to simmer in an empty kitchen.
A widening gap erodes
that deals in missing.
My petrifying instinct
reaches unthinking for something
that has long since passed on.
A mirage of the possible that didn’t happen.
A bastion of hope that again it happens.
A dwindling passion to even
perform the basic task of existing